... At the foot of the Hill [Psalm 121]

Nov 7, 2010

Crowdford!!!!

Well constructed flower beds, this is the first attraction, then the beautiful entrance that reads 'crawford university' like they say first impression lasts longer i think the organisers or whoever put this together did a good job on that one.
Moving on the absolutly magnificent administrative block opps sori i forgot 'our' newly built relaxation ground or whatever the name is -where no one goes to relax...ok back to the admin, the beautiful interlocking pathway that leads to the brown 2 storey building to the leftand to your right our famous 'L' shaped lecture rooms and laboratories oh! I forgot it also has offices for lecturers plus its beautiful..

This is a very serene environment condusive for learning, beautiful people oh snap! Lets be realistic here jare... That is where all the goodness ends..

Now lets talk about crowdford...

Am calling it that because the population increases not just every session but every month and the infrastructure doesn't grow now thats pure greed!
This is an advanced 'secondary school'
we have time to leave the hostel of which is 9am WTF even if you don't have lectures, you have to leave the hostel please to do what? Read? Or still go to the lecture hall and everywhere is filled with students hanging around because there are not enough classes?

Now going to church is even another entirly different story. We get to church and we are even forced to kneel down and pray how old do you think we are? 5? No one really needs spoon feeding....

Food hmm...you go to buy food to eat, you probably were hungry before you get to the spot but as soon as you see what the food looks like there is an instant lose of apetite not to talk of tasting it but you just have to eat because you pity the worms you are breeding down in the tummy. The quality and quantity of food reduces everyday (well i think thats an exaggeration sha) but take for example they decided to make chicken and chips, when it kicked off people were attracted because of the size of the chicken, well one semester after its like the chicken suddenly caught aids or something and the prices of potatoes went through the roof...

Accomodation, this is the first school that i would hear have their final year students living 6 in a room but very soon now we girls would travel to 'akwa ibom' *winks* dormitory to live 12 in a room without windows...how pathetic..

Really am tired of complaining because i know no one is there to listen.
Note to the fortunate members of this community, live the moment and enjoy every bit because trust me you would miss it no matter how bad it seems now.
And to the owners and runners of the community please pity us and correct some atleast some of the wrongs we have suffered enough Thank you!

Nov 5, 2010

Life without the 'R's and 'Y's

I pick up my laptop to type an article then discovered evething i wanted to tpe looked like that oh shit! the 'r' and 'y' keys don't work... I've been using my on-screen keyboard as alternative but that could be very frustrating...

This got me thinking seriously about my life without these particular letters in my words, they definatly would look meaningless now am even looking above this write up and i've used countless r's and y's....

Just like the alphabets every letter needs another letter to make sense to anybody in any language, so does everyone in this world need the next person to make the world a better place, so look at the person next to you as the 'r' and 'y' that you need to to make that wo'r'd meaningfull'y' meaningful and stop seeing people as either worthless or irrelevant to us because we never can tell where the tides of life is taking us tomorrow..

So am challenging every reader right now to be the 'r' in someone's word and also make the next person the 'y' in your lively life, am sure if we all as individuals accept this challenge this world would be a better place....

Oct 31, 2010

Writer's Blocked???

This is unfair! That is all i can say about this. But why does this have to happen to every body that writes?

Writer's block is a condition, associated with writing as a profession, in which an author loses the ability to produce new work!

I'm just writing this as a way of encouraging myself because right now i have this and it sucks really cuz you wanna write so bad but you are dry (litrally)...

Since i dont i've inspiration to write i decided to use my disappointment as a blessing...

Thinking hard am gonna likin the 'blocked life of a writer' to life itself.
In life we all have the highs and lows. I've not been on this earth long but i've been long enough to know that there are some times when you get extremely happy, that you might even kiss your dog and other times you are just emmm....i won't say 'sad' lemmi say 'extra low' that you don't even feel like getting out of bed to even take a bath, at this point in my life i dont even feel like getting out of bed.

The question now is what do you do those times? Honestly i was still trying to figure it out the answer a few minutes before i picked up the courage to put something down in my book...

When i picked up my pen to write i had no idea what to write about and i tink someone to me 'make the best out of whatever situation you find yourself' either its when you feel like kissing your dog or when you feel like staying under the covers, make the best of it, use it to your advantage and trust me you will feel so so good about it cos right now i feel good that i turned my BLOCKED situation to emmm....(i dont v the word o) i guess UNBLOCKED!

Oct 24, 2010

Day 18: Someone i wish i could be

MTN has really bin dulling me!! Am sori for the zillionth time....

Well there is no one i wish i could be like because this is MY story and as the day go by i am writing my own fairy tale, i really hope people would stop re-living other people's lives and start writing theirs...Its not too late you know!

Day 19: My view on gay marriage

What is gay Marriage?? This is the union between two individuals of the same sex in 'UNHOLY' matrimony...

Am gonna try not to get too spiritual here but there is no way we talk bout this and not refer to God's Commandment...

Some people say 'whats wrong with being attracted to people of the same sex' well here is your answer EVERYTHING!!!!

Lately i've had like 2 people tell me being a lesbian is cool but its gross being gay WTF abeg wats d difference??

This is absolulty wrong in all ramification Biblically, Morally, Physically gosh it even violates d law of magnetism ''unlike poles a attract and like poles repel'' am guessn this gay people did not pay attention in introductory technology class...

What make people 'turn' gay??
Yeah i said turn because am so sure God did not creat anyone gay...
i did not make any research before i wrote this bcos there should not be any justification for this ridiculous and shameful act

God commanded ''be fruitful and multiply'' and last i checked or rather anytime i would eva check guys dont impregnate guys so wats gonna happen to fruitfulness and multiplication?? If i hear u say adopt there you suppose chop slap!

I Hear some non-gay people say 'there is nufin bad about it, they are human and they are free to express their feeling' common shattap jor why can't you do it too?
One thing i want to tell anyone who knows a gay or lesbian is to do the person a HUGE favour and take the person to the nearest MOUNTAIN OF FIRE AND MIRACLES MINISTRY bcos all that person needs is some good old fashioned deliverance...

So marriage??? Thats the height of insanity...
I'm not judging the people that find themselves in this situation but i just suggest you get in touch with your soul, talk to your body, talk to a christian shrink and change your sexual orientation...enough said! I pray God helps us all...

Oct 22, 2010

day 17: Someone from my Childhood

Warning: This is probably gonna be the driest post ever cos where i am right now i did not get internet connection to use my phone to update all morning......


Honestly i don't have anything to write because today was not exactly a good day for me *too long story* you dont wanna know trust me... anyways i'm just updating nnow because i don't want to fail in my challenge, so am gonna highlight what i've bin doin lately/ what i've bin goin through

1. Trip to Ife...Trust me i needed it...
2. Got a new ASST. Boyfriend *don't ask*....i like him (if u r ma friend and u r intrested in knwin ask me...lol)
3. IT report.. its harder than au it sounds trust moi
4. Thinking hard about taking my writing seriously...It sounds like a really good idea, i've spoken to a couple   of pple
5. I saw a couple of old friends....gosh that felt so good..if i saw u this week..mmuuaaahhhh
6. I saw my 'FRIEND....It was so good to see you after wat seemed like forever..
7. Right now am chatting wif ma nu asst. bf and am feeling all mushy...bite me!
8. I Love myself and YOU
9. truthfully i dont actually have anything else to write....

Remember i warned you it waas gonna be boring so please don't blame me, lets Blame PMS today.....

Oct 21, 2010

Day 16: someone in Not in my state or Country/ Are promises really made to be broken???

So in my quest of makin this challenge intersting to read am changin todays topic....
Really why now? I ask myself but on a second thought why not! Let us just deal with this and move on with our lives as better and changed people don't you think?
Am so sure everybody at one point or another has had a promise broken..well like i always do i speak for myself.
I've had everyone in my life make a promise to me at some point and still break it on my head..ouchh!
Really why do people break promises, well i think its just bcos they dont know the defination of the word promise so am gonna help you, the dictionary meaning of promise is:
''-a sign of future success
-to say or give one's word
-to say or give one's assurance that one will or will not do something.''
When you say things like
'i will call you, i'll call you tomorrow, i'ld clean the mess up, i will always make you happy, i will always love you, i will love you for the rest of my life'
Well NEWS FLASH those are not just mere words they are PROMISES and they are not made to be broken...
what are the effects of breaking promises??
The one and most important effect is you the breaker would not be trustworthy and the breakee would be unhappy and would find it hard to trust people
I won't act all innocent like am not guilty of breaking promises i am! In short everyone is guilty, and am putting this as a reminder to remind myself that i have to remember not to break promises anymore because its improtant we all know the significance of the things that come out of our mouth and if that promise has mistakenly slipped out please endevour to follow it through and if you know you can't 'DONT SAY THE WORD'

Oct 20, 2010

Day 15: The person i miss the most

Today i'm half way through my challenge. I became lazy to update so i say ''Devil is a liar''... Well the truth be told i have been working on my IT report all day and its really not easy trust me...

So who did i miss the most actually i dont have a specific someone cos all day i have been searching my brain but all i know is that i miss all my bestfriends soo much i would love to hang out with them anytime soon...i love you guyz...

oK! am sensing that this thingy is getting boring so i would try my best to make it more interesting after....



P.S: I am trying to take my writing thing more seriously so i spoke to a few people today and am thinkin if things work out well by the grace of God you will be seeing my articles in places other than my blog hehehe....

Oct 19, 2010

Day 14: Someone from whom i've Drifted

Gosh i totally forgot i had to do this....

Ok! So who have i drifted from??? emm... Yeah my Laptop gosh i've so missed ma baby altho' she doesnt have a name but she is my baby, since i left school for my internship i've abandoned her and am sure she felt it... So baby this is my public apology to you since we still have a long way to go together, you would be with me through IT report, my lonely days, project proposal, project et all...and am sure you would not 'baje' on me...love you boo boo and i've missed ya loads...

Ps: i've really bin having alot of typos in ma posts lately i am sori and to y'all dt told me much love mhen....now i promise to proof read before i post....thanks...

Oct 18, 2010

Day 13: FICTIONAL bOok

Altho' i have not finished this book not to talk of the rest of the series..but the little i've read from this book...its breath taking...Really i wonder what goes on in the heads of writer like ted dekker...and to know that they 've not used 5% of their brains hmmm....what wld now happen if they were using it...enough said!
I just love this book....tho' its old but the series is a MUST read!

End of the Year Already????

This is past midnight and i can't sleep am just listening to the all the songs on me phone hmm...so what am i gonna do? I just pick up my diary and decide to go down memory lane wow its funny how time flies and its almost the end of the year wow so according to the records of my diary what have i achieved this year so far
1. New year one month fasting
2. Better grades...this is good
3. A broken relationship
4. Fabulous/ lonely single life
5. New lesson: Everything happens for a reason
6. Another lesson: people are in our lives for a reason..just figure it out..
7. Countless Fights with ma parents @ diff times
8. Plan to run away..i did not execute it
9. Lesson: God knows all wat we pass thru..its just to make u stronger don't give up!
10. I started my blog-one of d best decisions v made all year...
11. Lesson: follow your heart
12. Lost a friend...he did not die oo bt we just aint friends animore
13. Started planning for my charity- this is still in d pipeline i hope to do somthin before the end of the year God willing
14. I almost had another Boyfriend at some point
15. Planned the next 7years of my life already!
16. Tried getting closer to God...its working am glad
17. Made alot of new friends this year can't even count...
18. Lost a fone, lost another sim, bought anoda fone
19. Finished my Internship wif ma head up high..
so am gonna stop at 20 dnt wanna bore u...
20. Hanging out with older guyz hmm...am still single tho'
Ok! This is not all but really i myself am beginning to get bored with all of dt...anyways so ma question is what have YOU achieved this year so far???

Oct 17, 2010

Day 12: The person i hate/ the person that has caused me the most pain

I've Learnt not to hate people, so i don't hate anybody honestly.
I know people i've caused me pain well look through Day 7 all of those people in their own way ve caused me pain but am not sure who caused me the most pain...

oh! Yeah i remember my bicycle has caused me the most pain, in those days that was the period i had the injuries from learning and doing stunts with it hmm...since i stopped riding i've not gone to d clinic to complain for injuries...opps sori i was asked who not what ok!
k this is nt exactly my bicycle but it was kinda similar...lol


So i don't have a anyone that has caused me so much pain...cos i have a very forgiving spirit so i've forgiven everyone i guess!

Oct 16, 2010

Day 11:A deceased person whom i wish i could have talked to

This is quite easy and am grateful to God for not letting me be in the position where i lost anyone close to me to regret not talking to the person. So there is no one well except if i can put in Yaradua sha..cos really i hope to ,eet one president and since yaradua is dead then maybe he fits on here...

Oct 15, 2010

Day 10: Someone i don't talk to as much as i'ld like to...

So meet my friend-turned-not friends anymore..but for the records i still consider him ma friend, even if he does not know....so here is our little story...We met randomly on facebook yeah facebook! (there r actually good people there contrary to ur tinkin) we got talking and we found common grounds and really it was one of the best friendships i've ever had! Yeah its now 'had' cos we drifted apart as fast as we became close...lemmi blame distance well its nt a human being so it can talke d blame without complain....anyways i know the possibilities of us making up is second to none but i just want it to be in records that i appreciated the friendship while it lasted....Now there is no one 'flash' again and noone to yab me for flashin....i won't lie i miss our friendship...
He raps and he is a poet so check out his blog www.orefakorede.blogspot.com

Oct 14, 2010

Day 9: Someone i wish i could meet

Apologies cos i wont have pictures today, and sori this is coming late...anyways who would i love to met??emmm....plenrrryyy people scratch that plenrry celebrities...so am just gonna pick my top 5...
Am really thinking hard for this one oo cos i dont even know who my best celebrity is but lets go sha..am gonna be doing it the naija style

1. Joke silver- gosh she is so talented and really intelligent

2. Lagbaja - ma curiousity wants to knw wats behind rather who is behind the mask...btw i love his style of music

3. Chris oyakilome - i dont attend christ embassy but i just love listening to him preach

4. Joseph Benjamin - yeah! Dt project fame presenter...i dnt knw why he is here but i knw i wanna meet him maybe cos he is cute emm nd d way he lips curves wen he speaks hmm enuf said...
5. Osa Seven - ok! U might not know him but i do! i chat wif this guy alot kinda, funny thing i dont even know au it all started and am not even sure i have his real name..i just know am ready to meet him, ready for our 'first time'....
Dear MI, Tuface, Wizkid, etc i know you probably wanted to be on my list but am sori i aint feeling you again btw tuface am not really ready to have a baby....#okbye