DENT-ist Ordeal

Sleepin' last night was a big deal, with different horrible pictures of what the ordeal would b like + au witchy my dentist would be!I get myself through the night, wakin' up wasnt the 'routine(d)' type, because dz day, i did not go back to sleep after devotion. I was scared to ma teeth, after hearin' ma dad's story whos was prolly born in a dental clinic, cos that place keeps callin him back mhen! He is missin' close (if not more than) 7 teeth.. Now i have the picture in my head!I get to the hospital. Walkin in all chicky, tryin' to form vandam,...

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Trip to the doc's office......phew!

Sitting at the waiting room, few minutes feels like hours, i sit 5 places away from my fate, the outcome of this 'consultation' decides my fate, my mind is anywhere but here what if.... 'No No i don't wanna think the worse!' Lemmie just be optimistic about this. It either comes out as a positive result or nothing.I close my eyes to say a short prayer which leaves me a lil' stronger but i can't shake that voice 'So u think a short prayer would erase ur past?' i'm broken again, i tink 'maybe i do deserve whatever the result would be, i've not exaclty...

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....In My Head!

17th Feb. '11 17:51pm I'm Lyin' and staring at myself in the mirror, trying to write in my journal, a million and one things going through my mind...- Skul, project stuff- My new boyfriend- Skul - Again!!!- Saturday Class - where did dis one even come from? Crap!- I need a Job - Yes a real Job- Tryin hard not to complain- Boredom- Youth Service- Tired of being the 'kitchen utensil'*phew* my head might just burst...!Its dawnin' on me again that...

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Fw: Simply Put- Vanity

The love of money is the root of all evil 1Tim. 6:10 But in this new world/generation love for money = life.. Yeah go ahead and deny it by trying to convience yourself at the back of your mind 'i don't love money'No matter how much we try to deny it, we all have lost sight of alot of important things chasin' this paper with dead people on 'em.My sister, yesterday did not go to church cos she did not have money.. Really does it count???She (ma mum)...

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